20+1

Being 21 means
receiving the so-called KEY.


being 21 means
the beginning of adulthood.

being 21 means
being away from home.

being 21 means
I can make my own decisions.


being 21 means
4 years of driving experience.


being 21 means
bearing the consequences of my own.


being 21 means
I am expected to do so much more.


being 21 means
I can vote.

being 21 means
I am no longer a kid.

being 21 means
I am supposed to be graduating.


being 21 means
taking up responsibilities.


being 21 means
I am a lady.


being 21 means
being at the peak of beauty. (supposedly -_-'')


being 21 means
been under comfort zone for 21 years.


being 21 means
time to look after and to return a favor to mummy & daddy.


being 21 means
having a whole new different perspective.


being 21 means

Still studying.
Still being bombarded with exams.


being 21 means
lived more than 2 decades.

being 21 means
Gaining weight.


being 21 means
having to be a lil' more serious.

being 21 means
accountability.


being 21 means
falling and pulling myself up again.


being 21 means
persevering.


being 21 means
knowing who my true friends are.


being 21 means
not having you in the picture.


being 21 means
being surrounded with overwhelming emotions.


being 21 means
Letting go of the past.


being 21 means
I am truly blessed.

Of the same blood

You love to sing.

You cannot resist tv. And you really cannot.

You dont like maths.

You hate socializing but you can never run away from it.

You're mummy's girl. You've always been.

You always lose when we both argue but your tears never fail to save you a victory in the end.

You expect presents from me everytime, but i disappoint you countless times.

You are reluctant to drink warm soup, you love it hot that it burns your tongue.

When you were 6 you hurt your thumb and you had to put on a plaster but after a week when it was removed, it looked disgusting, and thts when you stopped sucking your thumb.

You want a big sister who can drive you around, but i failed, that one.

You hate when i practice my pieces but you love me playing Only to accompany your singing.

You think I am too lame for a big sister but you laugh hard at my jokes.

You decided that you are taller because you said my lengthy body doesnt count as height.

You take hours choosing your clothes for occasions but you ended up borrowing mine.

You said "I wish i had an older sister" to me.

You keep my secrets tight.

You had a thought that i am hardworking but slow while you are smart but lazy. And you laughed.

You dream to be a singer.

You had boys confessing to you and the way you freaked out cracks me up.

You make me choose your ICPU subjects and you said you trust me.



..and now

You're worried about economics and struggle a fair bit.

You put on some weight and you skipped lunch.

You made two new good friends and one look just like you.

You turn 18, but it felt like you never went pass 8.

You use some words that I dont even know the meaning of.

You have a new collection of accessories that you're yet to show me.

You are more confident now and you tend to socialize more these days

Your latest obsession is foosball and you are practising on your skills.

You attend your first concert.

You got a whole list of your new favourite singers in your new iPod mini.

You got your P licence and you can drive.

Your have a different style and choice of dressing now.

You are probably taller now.

You have matured into a beautiful young lady.




I used to count the days when you will be old enough and we will be more compatible.

Everything didnt just stop the day i left.

Time resumes.
And you moved ahead.

Infact, you moved too fast,


...And I missed this whole important episode...

YAY!

WohOOoooO!!!! Finally!!!!!!!!!!!

SPPRRRRRRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X)

happy=D



Dafodils anyone??

out of mind

I am gradually becoming the exact opposite of someone i thought i'd be when i grow up.

science.religion.nature.black tea.missions.chocolate.acoustic guitar.vegies.politics.cooking.books.

..SINCE WHEN???!!


and I am developing an intense passion for history.
HISTORY?!

This is tragedy.


leech will so be proud of me but ;)

and oh!

AMAZING GRACE rawked!

now what Em? slave trade ?
err,....maybe? ^-^''

wtv.go away.

200803

nobody said it was easy.

left unsaid

I have so much to tell you
I need to share this with you
you know i can't make decisions on my own.
I need you to know.
I don't know what's going on.
you chose to shut off.
And I try hard not to think about it.
We both desperately want to know.
As much as everything from within is dying to be let known,
It has to be contained.

Deceived

Glucose = Sugar.

Sugar free = [Sucrose -> Glucose + Fructose]

Sugar free = Free sugar

..oh dear

Say NO to sugar free!
-_-"


Indeed, we are living in a life full of disguise.

Spot on

http://www.xanga.com/ezZtherR/608717420/i-dont-like-biscuits.html


And i thought i was the only one "over-doing" it.

FOCUS

It only gets better each week.

I'm moved.
motivated.
challenged.
encouraged.
enthusiastic.
hyped.
lifted.
thankful.
overwhelmed.

Please dont let this fade away.

To You

.....

Answers

Been battling with myself so much these days.
Been burying myself with so much reading.....
Having bombarded with too much information..
Caught myself standing squarely in my path.
Studying Human Molecular Science only make things worse.
Creation or Evolution.
Got myself stucked in confusion time and time again..
Caught up in frustrations....
Sinking in a pool of uncertainties...
demotivated..

..faithless...


And today, this song flash into mind..

Indescribable

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

-Chris Tomlin-

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know"
-Jer 33:3

"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart" - Jer 29:13



..I'm assured :)