Catch 2 movies a day?
stay in bed all day?
spend more time studying?
indulge in good food?
take more pictures?
plan a trip?
exercise more?
more shopping with family?
write a new song?
Develop photos?
clean my room?
Pack up?
meet up with friends?
hug like it's gonna be the last time?
or, just remain jaded for the last 10 days .
I don't know.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Sweeney Todd
Epiphany
...There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.
But not for long...They all deserve to die.
Tell you why, Mrs. Lovett, tell you why.
Because in all of the whole human race
Mrs Lovett, there are two kinds of men and only two
There's the one they put in his proper place
And the one with his foot in the other one's face ~
ohhh Johnny Depp.. *faints*
...There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.
But not for long...They all deserve to die.
Tell you why, Mrs. Lovett, tell you why.
Because in all of the whole human race
Mrs Lovett, there are two kinds of men and only two
There's the one they put in his proper place
And the one with his foot in the other one's face ~
ohhh Johnny Depp.. *faints*
Friday, January 25, 2008
home.. where are you??
..
So, you're back home. yeah.
I mean, come on, you're finally back, to this place you call home.
familiar places, streets, odour.
Afterall this is where you grew up.
It should be great.
Despite the countless reports on missing childs , robbery, rape cases, killing, chopping human into pieces.. and trust me, you don't wanna know the details.. everysingle day in the papers, I said to myself, 'I'm 21, I can't just stay home, and the 'party' only begins at 11pm. I need to get a life.'
Well, no curfew for me. Easy? No. that only makes it so much harder for me, because it means i gotta be responsible for every step i take. i see how liberal my parents already are with the two of us. it would be easier for them to just say. 'no, you gotta be back home by 10.30pm'
but that would suck, wouldnt it.
At the same time, I often feel how in dilemma they are. Afterall, we (me & sis) are their only 2 invaluable possessions.
I don't give two crap bout whatever's going out there and I don't want to know because I just wanna hang out with my friends and the only time most ppl can make it is during the nights. I am already taking so much precautions like not wearing obscene clothings, looking my worst possible, wearing double undies, making sure my car's locked the moment i get in, stay attentive, and walk/go out in groups!
(ok, I was kiddin bout the double undies)
So you think that's fair enough.
I thought so.
Just two days ago, the three of us, ryl,wy and myself, were just waiting for min, to head for supper and we were standing at the corner of the road with the car parked along the road and along came this man around his 50's.
believe me when I say the road is very wide and there were ample space for you to walk. BUT he went squeezing between us and said 'Excuse me girls, can I just get to my motorbike'.
Alright.
MAYBE we were obstructing the traffic. After giving him MORE space to walk,
I caught him STILL looking and more precisely now, STARING at us and so, I continued to look at him . wy already felt uneasy while ryl's still on the phone with min giving directions. So what happened was, he walked up to us and with a good 5 seconds, along with great eye contact he said "you girls are really brave ppl huh... to stand here, at this hour, this time. " and he gave in the most sarcastic & disgusting smile ever.
WHAT the..
nvm, so wy suggested we all stay in the car until min arrives.
SEE. Another precaution.
Tell me, am I suppose to stay home at this hour because YOU, hinted us bout the dangers of being out at night and that there are potential ppl like YOU who'd kidnap us and then rape us. ???!
I was fuming. to the point I became speechless.
See, I DO wanna get a LIFE. but stepping out of the house is like risking your life. and you live in fear just being out there.
and because of that, most girls' curfew is at 12a.m. Does it make a difference for me to not have one?
No.
[VERY potong-steam, especially when you're halfway playing taboo / pictionary ;) -inside joke]
It's advisable to not go for a jog alone, drive into a car park alone, or just stroll around the park alone.
because they'll kidnap you, and you won't be found. If you are found, it is only because you've been gang raped and you've been chopped into pieces.
oh.. ohhh..
and don't get me started with the 'police'..
I love the food...but other than that,
my country disgusts me.
So, you're back home. yeah.
I mean, come on, you're finally back, to this place you call home.
familiar places, streets, odour.
Afterall this is where you grew up.
It should be great.
Despite the countless reports on missing childs , robbery, rape cases, killing, chopping human into pieces.. and trust me, you don't wanna know the details.. everysingle day in the papers, I said to myself, 'I'm 21, I can't just stay home, and the 'party' only begins at 11pm. I need to get a life.'
Well, no curfew for me. Easy? No. that only makes it so much harder for me, because it means i gotta be responsible for every step i take. i see how liberal my parents already are with the two of us. it would be easier for them to just say. 'no, you gotta be back home by 10.30pm'
but that would suck, wouldnt it.
At the same time, I often feel how in dilemma they are. Afterall, we (me & sis) are their only 2 invaluable possessions.
I don't give two crap bout whatever's going out there and I don't want to know because I just wanna hang out with my friends and the only time most ppl can make it is during the nights. I am already taking so much precautions like not wearing obscene clothings, looking my worst possible, wearing double undies, making sure my car's locked the moment i get in, stay attentive, and walk/go out in groups!
(ok, I was kiddin bout the double undies)
So you think that's fair enough.
I thought so.
Just two days ago, the three of us, ryl,wy and myself, were just waiting for min, to head for supper and we were standing at the corner of the road with the car parked along the road and along came this man around his 50's.
believe me when I say the road is very wide and there were ample space for you to walk. BUT he went squeezing between us and said 'Excuse me girls, can I just get to my motorbike'.
Alright.
MAYBE we were obstructing the traffic. After giving him MORE space to walk,
I caught him STILL looking and more precisely now, STARING at us and so, I continued to look at him . wy already felt uneasy while ryl's still on the phone with min giving directions. So what happened was, he walked up to us and with a good 5 seconds, along with great eye contact he said "you girls are really brave ppl huh... to stand here, at this hour, this time. " and he gave in the most sarcastic & disgusting smile ever.
WHAT the..
nvm, so wy suggested we all stay in the car until min arrives.
SEE. Another precaution.
Tell me, am I suppose to stay home at this hour because YOU, hinted us bout the dangers of being out at night and that there are potential ppl like YOU who'd kidnap us and then rape us. ???!
I was fuming. to the point I became speechless.
See, I DO wanna get a LIFE. but stepping out of the house is like risking your life. and you live in fear just being out there.
and because of that, most girls' curfew is at 12a.m. Does it make a difference for me to not have one?
No.
[VERY potong-steam, especially when you're halfway playing taboo / pictionary ;) -inside joke]
It's advisable to not go for a jog alone, drive into a car park alone, or just stroll around the park alone.
because they'll kidnap you, and you won't be found. If you are found, it is only because you've been gang raped and you've been chopped into pieces.
oh.. ohhh..
and don't get me started with the 'police'..
I love the food...but other than that,
my country disgusts me.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Gotta check this out.
Got this from cheryl.
hillarious.
and it's pretty true. i'd say 98percent.
click to enlarge.
CHINESE, JAPANESE, KOREANS
haha,.. tell me bout it.
hillarious.
and it's pretty true. i'd say 98percent.
click to enlarge.
CHINESE, JAPANESE, KOREANS
haha,.. tell me bout it.
Cease
So.. Heath Ledger's dead.
apparently from drug overdose.
couldn't quite digest that, yet
that makes, 21,22,23,24,25,..26,...27, 2..
7 years to go....
forget bout' plans, forget bout' "what if's"....screw 'long terms..'
yea, truly is.
p/s- brokeback mountain anyone? yes..... i haven't seen the movie.
apparently from drug overdose.
couldn't quite digest that, yet
that makes, 21,22,23,24,25,..26,...27, 2..
7 years to go....
forget bout' plans, forget bout' "what if's"....screw 'long terms..'
so yeah,... "Carpe Diem!!! "
life's vulnerable.yea, truly is.
p/s- brokeback mountain anyone? yes..... i haven't seen the movie.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
happy-ness
two ways to make yourself feel happy.
1) consume chocolates.
2) Exercise.
because both releases endorphin.
no 1 is simple but you'll put on weight.
the latter is tough but you'll lose weight. Then again, you'll feel happy and at the same time you lose weight. That's double happiness!
So yeah, exercise more. Trust me, it works.
gambatte! ;)
wenya, you know you can't escape that so long i'm around. muahahah!
1) consume chocolates.
2) Exercise.
because both releases endorphin.
no 1 is simple but you'll put on weight.
the latter is tough but you'll lose weight. Then again, you'll feel happy and at the same time you lose weight. That's double happiness!
So yeah, exercise more. Trust me, it works.
gambatte! ;)
wenya, you know you can't escape that so long i'm around. muahahah!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
I do..
..believe that marriage is sacred. And marriage is a gift from God. And it is so wonderful because that signifies unity between two individuals. 2 become 1 =]
It’s been a while since I last witness a wedding, until yesterday.
The couple looked great together as they both walk down the aisle. That’s one of the best moments in a wedding, and you can feel your heart slightly lifted just watching. And of course, the moment they both exchange vows and rings. Sometimes you just know in your heart that they are made for each other.
I truly believe that the wedding is not just a day that would only impact the newly wed or a day for most to envy, but also a day which opens an opportunity for reconciliation in broken marriages, and a chance to rekindle relationships, Also for complacent couples who've been married for years… this day will definately trigger great memories... which will lead to superb sexual intercourse on that night itself. ok, I didn’t say that.
AND, an encouragement for established relationships to consider a lifetime commitment.
Marriage is not just a piece of signatured document.
It’s not just a one whole tiring day full of protocols to get over with.
It’s not just a momentary thing where you ‘commit’ first and then call it off anytime you wish.
but rather a proclamation. A pledge.
A promise .
When you utter..
“I (... ) take you (…. ) to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, 'til death do us part. "
And to truly know what it means to say ..
I do.
:]
It’s been a while since I last witness a wedding, until yesterday.
The couple looked great together as they both walk down the aisle. That’s one of the best moments in a wedding, and you can feel your heart slightly lifted just watching. And of course, the moment they both exchange vows and rings. Sometimes you just know in your heart that they are made for each other.
I truly believe that the wedding is not just a day that would only impact the newly wed or a day for most to envy, but also a day which opens an opportunity for reconciliation in broken marriages, and a chance to rekindle relationships, Also for complacent couples who've been married for years… this day will definately trigger great memories... which will lead to superb sexual intercourse on that night itself. ok, I didn’t say that.
AND, an encouragement for established relationships to consider a lifetime commitment.
Marriage is not just a piece of signatured document.
It’s not just a one whole tiring day full of protocols to get over with.
It’s not just a momentary thing where you ‘commit’ first and then call it off anytime you wish.
but rather a proclamation. A pledge.
A promise .
When you utter..
“I (... ) take you (…. ) to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, 'til death do us part. "
And to truly know what it means to say ..
I do.
:]
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Oh, you meant me?!
VIRGO - The Perfectionist. (oh, me? really??)
Conservative (very)
Always wants the last word. (sometimes, sometimes.)
Argumentative. (that's healthy ok)
Worries. (Alot)
Very smart. (I am quite, actually ;) )
Pessimistic (pretty obvious)
Dislikes noise and chaos. (peace ^-^)
Eager. (YES)
Hardworking. (I try,i try..)
Often shy (I am ok!)
Easy to talk to (sure =])
Loyal. (of course ;)
Beautiful. (like, duh)
Harsh. (I try not to)
Dominant in relationships. (not always)
Hard to please (really? ..No -lahh!..)
Practical & fussy (Where got??!!)
oh, and you forgot! - Eccentric!
7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
Don't want.
bluff ppl one.
Conservative (very)
Always wants the last word. (sometimes, sometimes.)
Argumentative. (that's healthy ok)
Worries. (Alot)
Very smart. (I am quite, actually ;) )
Pessimistic (pretty obvious)
Dislikes noise and chaos. (peace ^-^)
Eager. (YES)
Hardworking. (I try,i try..)
Often shy (I am ok!)
Easy to talk to (sure =])
Loyal. (of course ;)
Beautiful. (like, duh)
Harsh. (I try not to)
Dominant in relationships. (not always)
Hard to please (really? ..No -lahh!..)
Practical & fussy (Where got??!!)
oh, and you forgot! - Eccentric!
7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
Don't want.
bluff ppl one.
Friday, January 11, 2008
The Insignificant
..
Her alarm clock won't stop ringing. She struggles as she tries to reach out for the clock. It's 4 in the morning. Yet another routine.
She pulls herself up, out of the room and takes a warm shower to start the day.
It's rather chilly and she puts on the water boiler. oh well, that would probably take a while.
And 3 steps away, lies 2 cups and a bowl by the sink that was left overnight. The girls must have had supper again, she thought.
Just around the corner, the mounting laundry is calling out to her. She immediately picks and chucks them into the washing machine.
What's for breakfast today. Biscuits will do, and a cup of coffee to go with, of course.
Perfect.
She walks out of the house, into the garden. And for one moment she was caught in space. Nature never fails. She inhale the freshest air as the cool breeze lightly brushes her face. How intoxicating.
With a broom on one hand and a dustpan on the other, she begin to sweep all area surrounding the garden and picks up dried leaves.
From the other end, the little dog never stops barking, calling out to her.
She's not alone afterall.
It's almost 8 a.m now, and the dog hasn't stop strolling around the garden. She continues to hang the washed clothes to dry under the sun as she watches the dog run around with freedom.
For one moment, she wished she could stay longer.
It's no longer chilly now. She got back into the house and she always remember to lock the doors.
She does some remaining ironing in her room, proceeded with the other house chores and everything else to beautify the house.
She looks at the clock several times, and she quietly walk upstairs, very careful not to wake the girls. She's meaning to knock on the girls' door. She knows they are still asleep and because of that she's running behind schedule.
But nothing can be done except cleaning up the 2 other remaining rooms.
It's almost 11am now. Finally.
The family take turns to use the bathroom. Everyone's rushing, she wonders why.
"we're heading off to the city today" -one said.
oh yes, yes. It's a wednesday. how absent minded.
She pause for a second to look at the girls in their best dress. How pretty. She secretly wished she own one.
She locks the front gate as she watches them leave the house. She gave in a faint smile.
Within seconds, the house is empty again, overtaken by the sudden silence. She dread this moment. She has always.
I wonder what are they doing right now. Are they also thinking of me as how I think of them now, she thought.
I really shouldnt get started. A little voice in her mind says.
and so she shakes that thought off her mind.
It's noon and the sun has been out for a while now.
It is now sizzling hot. She feels lethargic. She doesnt feel good.
She can't fall sick.
Unfold clothes, untidy rooms, messy kitchen.
No not now, not today.
She walks into her room and take a peep at the calendar. She crosses out today's date. 565 more days to go.
She let out the longest sigh.
It is so hot and humid and yet she turns off the fan.
She could feel thumpings in her head and now she can hardly balance herself.
She has fallen sick.
Night falls, and the house is still as empty & quiet as before.
It's 12 midnight now,
and she misses her family.
Her alarm clock won't stop ringing. She struggles as she tries to reach out for the clock. It's 4 in the morning. Yet another routine.
She pulls herself up, out of the room and takes a warm shower to start the day.
It's rather chilly and she puts on the water boiler. oh well, that would probably take a while.
And 3 steps away, lies 2 cups and a bowl by the sink that was left overnight. The girls must have had supper again, she thought.
Just around the corner, the mounting laundry is calling out to her. She immediately picks and chucks them into the washing machine.
What's for breakfast today. Biscuits will do, and a cup of coffee to go with, of course.
Perfect.
She walks out of the house, into the garden. And for one moment she was caught in space. Nature never fails. She inhale the freshest air as the cool breeze lightly brushes her face. How intoxicating.
With a broom on one hand and a dustpan on the other, she begin to sweep all area surrounding the garden and picks up dried leaves.
From the other end, the little dog never stops barking, calling out to her.
She's not alone afterall.
It's almost 8 a.m now, and the dog hasn't stop strolling around the garden. She continues to hang the washed clothes to dry under the sun as she watches the dog run around with freedom.
For one moment, she wished she could stay longer.
It's no longer chilly now. She got back into the house and she always remember to lock the doors.
She does some remaining ironing in her room, proceeded with the other house chores and everything else to beautify the house.
She looks at the clock several times, and she quietly walk upstairs, very careful not to wake the girls. She's meaning to knock on the girls' door. She knows they are still asleep and because of that she's running behind schedule.
But nothing can be done except cleaning up the 2 other remaining rooms.
It's almost 11am now. Finally.
The family take turns to use the bathroom. Everyone's rushing, she wonders why.
"we're heading off to the city today" -one said.
oh yes, yes. It's a wednesday. how absent minded.
She pause for a second to look at the girls in their best dress. How pretty. She secretly wished she own one.
She locks the front gate as she watches them leave the house. She gave in a faint smile.
Within seconds, the house is empty again, overtaken by the sudden silence. She dread this moment. She has always.
I wonder what are they doing right now. Are they also thinking of me as how I think of them now, she thought.
I really shouldnt get started. A little voice in her mind says.
and so she shakes that thought off her mind.
It's noon and the sun has been out for a while now.
It is now sizzling hot. She feels lethargic. She doesnt feel good.
She can't fall sick.
Unfold clothes, untidy rooms, messy kitchen.
No not now, not today.
She walks into her room and take a peep at the calendar. She crosses out today's date. 565 more days to go.
She let out the longest sigh.
It is so hot and humid and yet she turns off the fan.
She could feel thumpings in her head and now she can hardly balance herself.
She has fallen sick.
Night falls, and the house is still as empty & quiet as before.
It's 12 midnight now,
and she misses her family.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Saturday, January 05, 2008
To you, and to you.
Sorry
What I thought wasn't mine,
In the light
Wasn't one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause
I wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything.
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now.
T.A.T.U-Gomenasai
What I thought wasn't mine,
In the light
Wasn't one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause
I wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything.
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now.
T.A.T.U-Gomenasai
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
..is THIS
hahah. hopefully. ;) Anyway, she's Marie Digby, doing a cover of Incubus-love hurts. Check her other clips out if you will. She's gonna be a STAR. Her first album will be out around April 2008.
yeah. this is what I've been doing :P
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