If only. (To the one whom i wake up with,eat with,study with,and live with)

If only I am able to convince you that coming along with me every sunday evening isnt that bad and scary after all.

If only I could let you know that I truly understand what you are going through right now simply because I've been through worse.

If only you could see the sole reason of me overcoming each day,regardless of my sufferings is because of Him.

If only you knew that there is indeed One whom you can depend on and will never forsake you and all you ever needed was a lil' faith.

If only you would understand why am I so eager and enthusiastic when it comes to sharing with you about Him (and i didnt mean to scare you at all),but simply because you've shared a part of my life.

If only i could help you realize that life isnt just all about money and work.


If only you will begin to realize, it DOES NOT mean when you fail and everything you do, doesnt turn out right, you are unlucky and life is never on your side, BUT because He is opening a pathway for you to seek Him and know that we are indeed helpless beings and He wants you to learn to depend on Him instead.

And if only you'll see that life isn't made up of mere coincidence, but every strand of your hair is numbered, and in Him, you will find a purpose in life.

If only everytime when you feel lost and uncared for, i was courageous enough to let you know that there is One who loves you no matter how inadequate and undeserving you feel.

If only I could tell you that what you worry about in this world now are tiny matters compared to what you should be worrying eternally.


Life's so much more than you ever thought was.
And If only you knew.









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